Yoga as my life changer

YOGA as my lifechanger

It's been almost 2 years when I joined yoga or I can say that I founded a way of living .
The life is to Messy and surrounded by so many problems or I can say that I don't have clarity of mind to deal with problems .
It was November 2017 when I was having lost issues in my life and I don't have solution for the issues (even I don't know what I have to do right in this condition.
I was doing my masters in statistics and now I have to decide many things like what field I have to choose in which field I have to do my hard work . I was thinking about this thing and suddenly my personal life crashes like that aeroplane which wanted fly high in the sky. Now I have lots of responsibility towards my parents(my father got injured in a accident and because of that accident I have to handle his business and many more things). I was in deep shock because I didn't have that kind of mentality to handle the bundle of responsibilities. I had to get up early in the morning and I went to college then after the college I have to handle my father's business , study , personal life and many more things. I was a foodie to release the  pressure of work and tension of life I started eating junk food . I was enjoying to have oily and spicy food. It was a routine to have my dinner outside. I start gaining weight everyone is given me compliment about my fatty body, when I touched 85+kg I started getting worried because I had all the fat in my belly. At that my waist size was almost 37.5 inches. I was fat , I don't have control on my thoughts on my words and I became aggressive. I was too disturbed because I don't want me to be in this situation. I wanted to find a way to find a better me.

A friend  told me about a certificate course in university of Lucknow,I said that the course will give a knowledge about the asan pranayama and about basics of yogic practice . I started thinking about the course at that the course is like "MY HOPE TO SAVE MYSELF " I want to the department I filled up the form and I got the admission there. Guruji told that me that the classes will be start in December, As par his instruction I  was waiting for 1st of December so my mind will get some tonic to be relaxed. I was too curious to attend the class, I remember very well that 30 November I bought I tracksuit from a showroom of branded that tracksuit was most expensive cloth I ever bought the curiosity for yoga is on high. On 1st of December I didn't  sleep properly although I was not sleeping well from last 6 months but that night I was so excited for my first "Yoga class". It was cold morning I wear my tracksuit, hang my mat cover on my shoulder and started my bike towards the university.I reached the department and I found that doors were closed . I asked to security guard he said " Today is seminar in department that's why there will be no class at all" his voice is like the sound of a broken glass but actually it was my heart which was cracked.
Next with more energy I want to the department and I was waiting for the doors to open. It's been 2 hours I was waiting patiently now I have thought in mind is this a signal that I have to leave the thought to join this class, I ringed Guruji and he said that you will get a message about the class.
I was upset it was like a small kid didn't get his favorite chocolate after some much of struggle.
After 2 days finally I got the message.
I missed the first class I want to class on second day. When  I entered in the class the first view was too shocking, because 19 out 20 students are so fit and strong from their physical appearance. I had thought to run away from the class because all the girls have perfect figure even a 55 year old sir had a perfect physique . And I have body weighted 90+ kg and 38 inches waist. I started practice everything is too tough for me because I didn't any kind of physical work from past 4 years . But my flexibility was good. I worked hard to be perfect in my asanas I used to practice 4-5 hr in day. And those 70-80 days changed my life to much. After finishing the course I was too happy that now I am a physically fit person. I joined a coaching for preparing for a government job exam. But after some time I noticed some changes that I don't feel good. I am too active , I m too lazy , my mind is too slow and too have any energy to do anything. After so much suffering I get the idea having yoga as a part of life will only help me to get out from this annoying situation. I decided to join Masters(YOGA) now everyone is start asking questions what you will to do in it , what you will earn in this field, my father told me join me his business. But I have this feeling that yoga is the best career choice for me and i got admission in the course. Now in Masters I got the information about the history of yoga , philosophy and yoga as therapy. All the Guruji gave me lots of lessions directly or indirectly. Two Guruji of all are my favorite one is teaching me philosophy and other one teaching me practical aspect of yoga. After the exam of first semester when results were out I was shocked because I was the topper and my senior told me that from many years there is no male topper on this course. I was glad and passionate about the subject . Luckily I got so many chances to show my talent in various stages. I performed at one of the biggest event in the city on the occasion of world yoga day.
Now I was start taking yoga class and I am working on the therapeutic aspect of yoga .



Yoga completely changed my life although there is too much of struggle and issue to be face in this field but I am enjoying the inner peace and now I have the real smile on my face.